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[ Tuesday
March 29th, 2011
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Hey guess who remembered their old username?
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[ Monday
April 6th, 2009
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I'm sick yall! I got sick like 2 weeks ago and I got sick again last Monday. I'm coughing and sh*t plus I can feel my sinuses draining sometimes. I don't have a doctor up here and I'm not trying to pay for the ER. Luckily my urgent care copay is decent so I'm going to go Concentra Urgent Care tomorrow..
All I do is work and come home and get in the bed. Last night Idris talked me into seeing "Fast and Furious" and I really liked it. I can't wait til the new Xmen movie comes out b/c the trailer for it was awesome lol. And on a romantic note...Reese has made it well known that he wants to rekindle our romance but I'm scared to seriously date anyone...deep down in a corner of my heart I still love David and its awkward to open up to anyone else. He & I talked for a while today about random stuff until I got sleepy and had to take a mini-nap. He's hinting at me moving back to MD so we can start over as friend but idk if I can forget all that's happened between us... Lls why did he say he wanted a sex doll like the ones on Real Sex? Smh poor man...
Well I'm nodding off to sleep so I'll holla
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[ Thursday
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9 weeks since my last post!! Damn I'm effing up! Well I moved back to PA and I'm kinda miserable. Socially I love it up here because I have the bestest friends but professionally I am warn down! I work 5x harder up here but I do make more money and I work more OT. I'm trying to stay strong and stay in this position but its hard. Love life wise...I'm in pergatory lol. I have some admirers but none of them have left lasting impressions on me. Superman & I were talking about reconciling but that's not gonna happen. We don't see eye to eye religiously and its causing too much drama between us. SMH....I'll post some pics soon from one of my nights on the town...lata ..:)
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[ Sunday
January 18th, 2009
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Happy birthday Winnie the Pooh and A.A. Milne..
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[ Tuesday
December 9th, 2008
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How do you tell someone that even though you still care for them...that you don't love them anymore???
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[ Friday
July 18th, 2008
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I called out of work today. Lol I just didn't have the energy to get up and go but yet I've been awake since when I called my supervisor to tell her that I'm not coming in today....but she's superhappy I called out today so that means I get to go to work tomorrow and act an ass. Working on Saturdays are rare occasions for me so when I do work its a comical moment because I always crack jokes and make the people around me enjoy my company...
I'm going to see my ob/gyn today(if she squeezes me in her schedule). The whole idea of the pregnancy comes from my stomach itching, crazy dreams I've been having, nausea and. vomiting, body aches especially in my legs and feet, and finally I've been getting lightheaded out of the blue. I want a baby but now is somewhat of an odd moment. I just blew a wad of money on a vacation, I'm trying to save up some more. And Cam & I are barely speaking..I slept with him months ago & every since he's had an attitude with me. He knows about Sup and has even met her. He got the dumb ass mindset if he can't have me no one else can (I guess). Speaking of Sup, I took her to Philly and she had a blast with my friends. She even got her 1st tattoo after I got my 18th lol. She also met Vaughn/Taz (my ex I used to write about all the time). Weird.....over all she had a nice ass time. WAIT why did she kinda get stuck in the water slide at Clementon Park??? Lol me and my fat ass "step sis" made it thru fine..but Sup's size 7 but got a little stuck. Ahh you had to be there to laugh with us.
I'm gonna try to go back to sleep...so I'll holla.
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[ Thursday
July 17th, 2008
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I(and lot of people around me) think I'm pregnant. Shyt its definitely what I want but not what I need...
By the way...the daddy would be Cam..who already has a baby on the way by his girlfriend.
Damn, Damn, Damn ala Florida Evans!!!
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[ Monday
July 7th, 2008
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Yeah its been a while since i last posted but I've been trying to make some moves. I applied to some other positions within the company, did a phone interview for one position, and didn't get it. I'm sure there are bigger and better things destined for me lol.
I'm on vacation as of today and its not starting on a positive note. Some how I got a flat tire tonite and I called roadside assistance to fix it but they couldn't get the tire off my car. So I have to find a shop that can do some welding shit to get the tire off but first I have to get my car towed there. I'm soooo blown by that.
My relationship is going well with Superman. She's been holding me down :) Tonite she went with me to see the male strippers and I think she enjoyed herself. Hmmmmmmmmmmmm
I'm pretty tired so let me call it a night!!
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[ Monday
June 23rd, 2008
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I am so sorry that it took such a long time to update but I have been busy like crazy every since last week. First of all, I'm still working in downtown DC and I am loving it(kinda lol). I catch the Metro to work everyday and I working with an almost all black staff. I've had a few situation take place with some of my coworkers but other than that I'm good. I'm working on getting another promotion in the next few months!! I am learning new things everyday and I'm actually helping other people learn the new policies, procedures, and systems. My personal life is wonderful. I am still married but I am separated and seeking an annulment. Its kinda sad that my husband and I were great friends and we still are to this day, but we can't function as husband and wife. He has too many demons and issues that need to be addressed and he is not willing to do it. I've tried to remain his friend and still socialize with him but he makes it so hard. Like for Memorial Day we all hung out and had a great time so that following Friday, we all went out to TGIFridays with other friends and he got intoxicated & showed his ass. So I havent spoken to him in a very long time. I'm also dating a new person. Her name is_____ lol but I call her Superman as a joke because she swears that she can save me from anything. She & I have dating for almost 3 months and I have been happy for everyday. We spend lots of time together and barely ever argue. I've met her family and some of her friends and they're so nice to me. In fact her aunt flat ironed my hair for me last night. I don't know how long we're going to last but I hope its for a while. In fact she's also met my husband and they get along better than he & I do. LMAO!!!!! Let me think what else has been going on..................hmmm I've let my hair grow out and its down the middle of my back. And I got rid of the blonde color and I attempted to have it jet black but that quickly faded to a dark brown color. I've also decided to stop dye-ing it because I am finally embracing my strands of gray hair. Heck I am getting older and there is nothing that I can do about it. And I am on diet because I gained 20 pounds when I started dating Superman because I started being really domestic(cooking meals, baking cookies, etc) and I ate & tasted everything I made and I got fatter. And I need to drop this weight this summer and I'm trying to hurry it up. I wanted a season pass to Six Flags but I feel like I'm gonna be too fat to ride the roller coasters I like so I really want to lose weight now. Plus I cant find a bathing suit I like yet so I'm hoping if I get a lil slimmer that I can find something I like......
Stu: No comments needed from you
NiggaRican: I know how you feel bout my body....no statement needed from you either
Yeah pretty much thats all the update I have for now....So ta ta for now
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[ Wednesday
June 18th, 2008
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yes I am sorry I am such a crappy LJ-er. I had a mid-20s crisis and I just got my life together lol! I'm on my blackberry and I'm not in the mood to type a whole entry sooo I will be updating again later.
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[ Sunday
January 13th, 2008
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Men never want a woman to cut her hair?
I got my hair dyed (2 tones: blonde & black) and cut about 3 weeks ago...and I don't like the cut anymore. I think hairstylist fucked it up. So I was saying I was gonna cut my hair into a bob..I told David and he's like fuck that...I bust your head open lol. I told BJ and he threw his boot at me and said me cutting my hair is like Weezy cutting his dreads...not a good look....I'm about to get a short weave and wear wigs til my hair grows out.
I fixed my laptop last week and I had to go swap my ipod out last week. Apple is so cheap I can't stand them...I had to complain for them to replace my headphones for free...I can't stand Apple...I was ready to get a Macbook til they pissed me off with the ipod situation. Bitches!!!
I'm feeling the Dream's new song...Falsetto. That's my shit! I blasted it while I detangling my hair today. The guitar breakdown is soo hot....I've been listening to Floetry's last album. I heard Natalie(floacist) left the group and was replaced with Amanda Diva...I don't know how I feel about that..
I know I'm sleepy. Good nite
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[ Tuesday
January 8th, 2008
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The only person besides JR that's knows what I'm going thru is my co-worker Paul. He's 28, been married before, smart as all hell, and is the finest asian(vietnamese) man I've met. Paul is also going out of town with me...smh! So last nite we were talking on the phone about how do I continue on after my pride has been hurt(within this marriage). He simply stated "look babygirl you're not the easiest person to be around. It takes a special man to tame your stallion ass. If its meant to be it will be. Don't force cause that will push you all farther apart." THAT IS THE F*CKING TRUTH.
I'm not moving to California until after my birthday and that's if I choose to move. I'm skeptical about going as is. The idea has to grow on me. And.......I'm not going the extra mile in this marriage anymore...because the idea popped in my head...would he be able to do what I do if I started acting like him...NO!
No more 60/40 with me and him...if its not 50/50 on both parts..I'm gone.
I'm leaving for Richmond in about a hour...leaving my car at Paul's and riding with him. D isn't too pleased bout that either. I heard him grunt while I was talking to Paul. Why should I drive there when someone else is willing? And I'm not sleeping him either(although my alter-ego is dying to)because I have enough drama in my life...
You would think I'd be finished packing by now....nope! Lemme go finish
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[ Monday
January 7th, 2008
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This morning...I woke up and my husband was laying at the foot of my bed. The kids were sleeping next to me. Hmmm. I woke up and went out to run errands. No words were spoken because I crept out the house. I received a text message..."come home. I miss u. I kno you kno about her. It was a pure fling. I only let her gimme brain with a rubber on. I love u. I kno ur mad and you don't wanna talk but please come home. I'm sorry that I hurt you." Yeah...I don't know what to say. I responded "Our marriage is monogamous from here forth...I can't take an open relationship." I'm not ready to verbal communicate with him. Call me stubborn or spoiled but hey that's me. I'm home..I haven't spoken a word that's not about the kids to him. He knows I'm going away on another business trip to Richmond tomorrow...so I won't be back til Friday and this weekend will be our weekend to heal and bond.
Stu...I'm not mad or hurt by your email. You said what you felt and I'm not knocking you for it.
Good nite
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[ Wednesday
December 19th, 2007
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I don't know why I don't the effort of posting everyday. I guess I get distracted with everyday life.
Work is crazy...but I love it! When a customer gets mad at me and I calm them down and they apologize...I love it!! When know-it-all coworkers need my help after they fuck up...I love it!! What I don't love is waking up at 5:30 am to leave the house at 6 am to be to work at 6:45 am and I don't have to be there until 7 am. But I am scared that if I leave later that 6 that I'll get stuck in traffic.
Marriage is rocky....but so is life. In the last week I've spent a lot of time with my spouse and his family. They've embraced me as D's wife, but I wish D would realize that because I'm his wife...he can trick me into being his slave. Like the other we were over his aunt and she asked if I wanted some hot cocoa. I didn't but D did so he said,"hey wife go make me some cocoa." I told him,"boy bye I just got home from work. Your legs aint broke. I think you should make it urself." Everyone in the house was cracking up. But we're struggling now cause one of the twins has the flu and D had to take him to the hospital. D's mama is in the hospital too and she swears that she's not coming home from the hospital. He's not working cause his boss keeps on messing up his schedule at the hospital. I'm tired from work and I have the other twin with me and he's a handful. So I pray by Christmas that everything will be okay.
Personally I'm worn out. Physically I need to lose weight if I'm gonna be on-the-go like how I'm ripping & running. I've been waking up with headaches on the weekends. I'm trying to stay positive and stressfree but its hard. Oddly enough all my coworkers think that I've been looking my finest lately since I've been putting extra effort into my hair and makeup. I'm not even doing some spectacular shit, just experimenting. Emotionally I'm done :( My grandma is mourning hard about my dad passing away cause that was her babyboy. She calls me crying and that upsets me of course. I'm still in shock myself. I wanted to go to the gravesite last week but I couldn't do it. I might do it sometime this week.
Let me take myself back to sleep....Goodnite
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[ Friday
November 30th, 2007
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My husband been stressing me out to the point I get a headache. His downfall is our marriage is that he is too nonchalant about certain things. He got me and the kids a Yorkie for early Christmas. The dog is named Bentley but I wanna change it to Dior.
I had the option to go to H20 last night and see lil Wayne....I chose to stay home. I'm not feeling the club scene too much...
I'm full of randomness hopefully I get myself together...
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[ Thursday
November 22nd, 2007
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Happy Thanksgiving.....
Give thanks for your friends, family, life, & etc.
Tomorrow will be the 1 month anniversary of my dad's death. I cry a lil bit every other day or so when I think about him. I never thought that my dad would pass before my grandma. I don't know where my mom is...haven't seen her in years. Pretty much I'm an orphan now. My children(if I ever have any) will never know their maternal grandparents.
{getting teary-eyed now}
Work is fun. I'm still at the wireless provider and I'm learning so many things. My supervisors want me to get a promotion in the next 6 months so we're developing a learning plan to help me get that raise. Everyone says I'm more advanced then a lot of people I work with...more a veteran than a rookie. In fact they gave me a free phone with a calling plan that I don't have to pay for!!!
I'm bout to go over my aunt's house.....so enjoy your day!!
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October 21st, 2007
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So I'm in the car....not my car...who's car...MY HUSBAND'S CAR! David and I got married yesterday at justice of the peace. We've been discussing marriage for the last few months, he proposed some weeks ago and yesterday we became Mr. & Mrs. _____. We wanted to postpone our huge wedding til our 1st anniversary. Last night we had a dinner party with family and we partied with friends. Tonight we're going out for his friend's birthday. Now I have s husband and 2 stepsons (3 y/o twins.)
Hmmmmmmmm
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[ Sunday
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My neighbor tried to talk to me...said he wanted me to be his girlfriend...so we chatted for a few days...I told him I wasn't looking to date any guys from PG/DC anymore...he got mad at me and said I wasted his time and I was being biased....I told him I gave him a chance to prove himself to me and it seemed like he wanted pussy...then I said "its all good, good night."
Ha...he said I was sarcastic and cynical too.
I'm getting up to go to work....David is mad I didn't go out last night. But I was tired and I just got back from Philly. This is the 2nd time in the last 3 days I've let him upset me and I'm not happy. We usually go to church on Sunday, but today he'll be going without me. I need a break from he cause he is aggravating me.
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[ Tuesday
October 9th, 2007
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I have a cold dammit. I feel like C R A P! My nose won't stop running and its starting to get sore. I hate when the weather is so flip flop. No one wants to sit next to me in training cuz I'm constantly blowing my nose...lmao!!
Today is Tuesday and I need to wash laundry badly. I'm running out of normal panties...I'm left with thongs and sparkly seductive panties. Speaking of training, we've organized a party on Thursday night to celebrate the conclusion of orientation. Let me tell you something I find rather hilarious....there will be 5 girls in attendance and 8/9 boys. That's crazy!!!! If you know anyone in the Laurel/Columbia that might want to come.....holla!!
New reality show: A shot of love with Tila Tequila! Not sure how I feel about this show. Its definitely interesting I must admit. I doubt that she'll find love though. Flavor of Love failed. Twice. I Love New York failed. Probably will fail again. Rock of Love. Another failure. But hey....you never know.
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[ Friday
October 5th, 2007
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Its early and I'm awake. I'll be making that trek to work in a lil while. I like my job but the dress code is killing me. I'm not used to dress professional all the time. I like jeans and tshirts and my favorite sneakers, and at my job we have no casual friday...blah!!
I had sex in the backseat of my car last Thursday. It had been awhile and I asked Cam ride to 7-11 with me and we stopped in a parking lot somewhere and fucked. It was good too. Our sex is always wonderful and I end up sore afterwards. His ex-girlfriend and his current girlfriend are beefing with each other and are talking to me about each other...I guess because I'm Cam's closest female friend they figure I can make him do whatever....(actually I can.) As much as I love Cam I have to admit that he is a whore and he will continue to try and have sporadic sex with me as long as I let him. And as of 12/31/07 at 11:59 pm, I won't have sex with him anymore....so I have 3 months to get it in real good with him and then cut him off. Plus I think Cam wants to get me pregnant, but that's a whole nother story......Cam wants a baby and he told me so like months ago. He and his g/f are trying with no success. And then he proceeded to take off the condom and ejaculate in me the last time we had sex(I didn't know til afterwards. And when we did it last time he tried to fuck me raw. And had the nerve to say my coochie was great but it will be fantastic once I get pregnant by him....then he said sike. Cam is my age and a well known up and coming celebrity in this area....but he aint ready for kids. He just wants one as an accessory. I told Tash about this and she said our child would be gorgeous, but Cam is trying to knock me up so he can have a permanent tie to me.
Remember I cut Keith off. I haven't seen him since the 18th of September. I haven't talked to him since then either. He continues to text me and I respond about 50% of the time...yesterday he sent me a text asking did I want to have sex!!! Smh. I wanted to say fuck no, instead I replied No thank you. I'm alright.....and then he asked come I ride down SE to see him and I replied no....his final text to me was "ok i still love you get at me". Is he severely mentally challenged?? Did we not break up over him using the word love nonchalantly with his other bitches? He's an official fuck up!
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